BACK IN THE DAYS. . . (spunk.ichi THEN)

The Ichi. with Tito (Master) Romy... This guy is an OFFICIAL Putang'inang BAD.ASS... AS IN... You Go Uncle Romy

This is the Napkin that I initially wrote CRAZY INSIDE on. . . at I-HOP, w/ TED & Bunny. . .

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder...induce my loss of apetite, nausea kicks in, light a Newport - puff puff give to no-one else & keep to myself... replace a well balanced nutritious meal with nicotine & Dr. Pepper... replace my soul with ill mannerisms - Burp, cough, fart & sneeze at the same time - Survive spontaneous combustion for the 4th time in my life... I was about 22 years young... I meant young dumb & full of cum. . . and no where to run.

I would starve myself of happieness and cling to depression to curb my temptation of self-termination, a craving the I attempted twice and utterly failed to complete... maybe I was too busy playing chess with Lucifer, Satan, Boss Taning, Ang Demonio. . . that ugly punk ass bitch thought, just because he took my Queen, that I would lay down to defeat... How can you pull off a check mate if I'm not King?  Pawn my spirit back to God for extra time... Mother Nature is mean ass bitch & I fear the fawk outta' Father Time... So I Do As I Am Supposed To. . .

Live... Make corrective reproof of myself... find the means to grow within the shadows of others doubt and slander... To me its all rhetoric & slogans and false propaganda. . . AND THAT SHIT DON'T GET THE JOB DONE! ! ! 

My born day is in 3 days. . . Six years have passed since I un-slinged my ass from my up & down shits creek past... but the broken bones of my yester-years still wear a cast... but at last. . . I sing this to the voice in my head so that he may sleep and give me time to rest...

"Back in the day when I was young I'm not a kid anymore, but somedays I sit and wish I was a kid again" - Ahmad

OH HOW I WISH. . . I am getting a bit old don't you agree? 

.::Spunk.Ichiban.Da.Apokalyptik.Radical::.

By the Way... Miss my Shorty.Rock... haven't seen you this week end. . .

HURT... Johnny Cash

JOHNNY CASH
"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Poetically- Spunk.Ichiban - The Apokalyptik Radical

Here I am Preping the Brand. . . like 5:34am... Jen on Speaker, Ted Taking the Picture. . . Cigarette Smoke Choking the air...Damn I gotta' get a life!

Quoting Cracker... Today's Crazy ISH. . .

I'm a Gonna No Scab Rap

Peanut X-Ray Inverse Glass...

I'll Add Examine Peoples Hearts

To Make Old Rose Oval...

SHIZAM... '-)

Make Some sense CRACKER. . . It's Official, You are CRAZY INSIDE. . .

Just Like TED (Crazy Outside),

Paul (Becoming Crazy Inside),

Shorty.Rock... JUST CRAZY INSIDE...

 And Mrs. Ichiban - Jennyvi screaming Dave Chapelle Out in a Filipino Accent. . . HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mONKEY.sEXY.NIGGA.bITCH ! ! !

(Thats Me... The Monkey Sexy NIGGA Bitch...)

Half of What "EYE" See. . .

I try to box all my worries into a small, tightly neat box... Its called "COMPARTMENTALIZING"

I find it the easiest way to filter through emotions when they get jumbled... seperate each issue into its own. . . and leave it in its own compartment, label each box. . . and file them according to its pertinence. . . thats the way it should be. . . no mixed feelings or thoughts... just a good EMOTIONAL FILING SYSTEM. . . Try it out people... it keeps life and issues in their perspective!

Good Luck Bro on finding your way... you know who I'm talking to. . .

Next Issue to Tackle... Philippines Here I Come...      2 weeks out...

Jen & I having a Online Brodcasted Candlelight Dinner Together. . .

Spunk (Drunk as Hell) & his Shorty.Rock - Ted's BornDay Party - In My Office...  "SexyBitch" anyone? 

SELF EXPLAiNiTORY - That's my CRACKER!

At the Studio w/ Ted, Cracker & Tone... working on my NEW Track Poetically Entitled... CRAZY INSIDE

I can never figure out how to use this thing. . .

T.Reign laying down the Guitar Trk.2 for Crazy Inside. . .

Till Next Time... Hope that the pictures alone speak for whats happening in my life right now. . . Love, Peace... Adobo Grease

Happy Birthday 3%

From Left to Right. . . SpunkIchi, TedIchi, Craka'Lac, Paul B.C. !@#$%

Hiding behind nothing... to share a shotglass full of pain... to smile with insanity and laugh with contentment... pass a lit cigarette burning the torment of smoke from our past lives, allowing it to ascend to the heavens above as a testament of what we have, do and will share in the desolate future.

Pagkailanman... KAPATIRAN... 

Walang Atrasan, Walang Sukuan!